Nirnayo (Decisions)

Hello! Kem cho badha?

I haven't written a blog for a bit! It was quite depressing after Garba ended haha. I felt so empty and no purpose to life anymore lol!

Jokes aside, I've had to make some pretty tough life decisions and these past few months have been a bit crazy. Although my life is always at a go!

I'm at the point where I've made another big step but I'm not sure whether I've made the right decision.

I can change my mind if I want to and it's not a problem.

But a lot of things are eating me up about the decision. I will have to sacrifice a lot.

It will be a risk.

Even though I can be a risk taker I have to be extra careful about this. All the signs are telling me to go ahead with the decision but there is something at the back of my mind which is saying no. "Be normal and do what everyone else is doing." But I'm not normal. I've never been normal!

Originally I had so much positive vibes about it and then all of a sudden it went downhill after I had no support. After fighting so much I was drained with negative thoughts and unfortunately some of that has remained.

I'm going to take each day as it comes and comprehend my feelings towards the next few weeks.

I hope you're having a lovely day and that you're smiling. Please send me some positive vibes you lovely people!

Boh Prem,

Jai Shri Krishna

xxx